Chapter 222 The Forever in Your Mouth
Chapter 222 The Forever in Your Mouth
Struggling in the Dark: A Story of a Depression Patient
Behind the hustle and bustle of the bustling city, there is a girl named Lin Yue who is struggling alone in the darkness. She lives in a seemingly ordinary family, her parents both have stable jobs, and the family's financial situation is pretty good. However, deep in her heart, she hides an unspeakable pain.
Lin Yue has been a sensitive and introverted child since she was young. At school, she always sits quietly in the corner and is not willing to actively communicate with her classmates. She likes to immerse herself in her own world, reading and painting, using these methods to escape the hustle and bustle of the outside world.
As she grew older, Lin Yue entered adolescence. This stage should have been full of energy and dreams, but for her, it was the beginning of a nightmare. She began to feel dissatisfied with her appearance and figure, and felt that she was inferior to others in every way. Her grades also gradually declined, and the criticism from her teachers and the disappointment from her parents made her feel extremely stressed.
Gradually, Lin Yue found it increasingly difficult to concentrate, and lost her enthusiasm for things she was originally interested in. She felt extremely tired every day, and even if she did nothing, she felt exhausted. Her sleep quality became very poor, and she often suffered from insomnia all night long, with all kinds of negative thoughts constantly emerging in her mind.
Lin Yue's parents were not aware of her changes. They thought it was just a normal fluctuation of puberty and would get better after a while. However, the situation became worse and worse. Lin Yue began to become withdrawn, unwilling to go out, and even ate very little. Her weight dropped sharply and she looked haggard.
Finally, after a fierce quarrel, Lin Yue completely collapsed. She locked herself in her room and cried for a whole day and night. Only then did her parents realize the seriousness of the problem and took her to see a psychologist. After a series of examinations and assessments, Lin Yue was diagnosed with moderate depression.
This diagnosis was like a bolt from the blue for Lin Yue and her family. They couldn't understand why a lively and lovely girl would suffer from such a disease. Lin Yue began to receive medication and psychological counseling, but the process was not smooth. The side effects of the medication made her feel nauseous and dizzy, and the psychological counseling did not make her mood improve immediately.
At school, her classmates did not understand Lin Yue's condition. They only saw her loneliness and indifference, so they distanced themselves from her. This made Lin Yue feel even more lonely and helpless, and she felt abandoned by the whole world.
Back home, although her parents cared about her, their excessive attention and cautious attitude made Lin Yue feel very stressed. She knew that her parents were doing it for her own good, but she could not bear this heavy love. She began to become irritable and often lost her temper with her parents, and then fell into deep self-blame and guilt.
Suffering from depression, Lin Yue tried to commit suicide many times. She felt that her existence was a burden and a nuisance to her family. After each failed suicide attempt, she fell into deeper despair and pain.
However, deep in Lin Yue's heart, there was still a glimmer of hope. She thought of her dreams and the things that had made her happy. She knew that she couldn't just give up. She had to fight for her life.
So, Lin Yue began to re-examine her life. She tried to adjust her mindset and no longer care too much about what others think. She forced herself to go out for a walk every day, breathe fresh air, and feel the warmth of the sun. She also picked up her paintbrush again and used colors to express her inner emotions.
In this process, Lin Yue met some friends who also suffered from depression. They encouraged and supported each other, and shared each other's pain and happiness. The presence of these friends made Lin Yue feel no longer alone, and she finally found a sense of belonging.
After a long and difficult treatment and self-adjustment, Lin Yue's condition was gradually under control. A smile began to appear on her face, and her eyes were no longer filled with despair and helplessness. She returned to school, and although her academic progress fell behind, she did not give up, but redoubled her efforts to catch up.
However, depression is like an enemy hiding in the dark, and it may attack again at any time. In an important exam, Lin Yue performed poorly due to excessive tension and her results were not ideal. This made her mood fall to the bottom again, and the symptoms of depression began to recur.
But this time, Lin Yue did not choose to escape or give up. She knew that she had gone through the darkest moment, and as long as she persisted, she would be able to defeat the disease. She once again sought help from a psychologist and adjusted her treatment plan. At the same time, she also learned to face setbacks and difficulties with a more positive attitude.
After several years of hard work, Lin Yue finally overcame depression. She was admitted to her ideal university and chose her favorite major. She used her experience to encourage those who are still struggling in the darkness, telling them that as long as they don't give up, they will definitely see the dawn of hope.
Today, Lin Yue has become an excellent psychological counselor. She uses her professional knowledge and personal experience to help more patients with depression get out of trouble and regain their own lives. She knows that the battle against depression is far from over, but she is willing to fight for it with her whole life.
The Final Sound of Life
In a quiet town, there lived a young man named Xiaofeng. He was born in an ordinary but warm family. His parents worked hard and provided him with a stable environment to grow up. Xiaofeng was smart and had a kind and sensitive heart since he was a child.
In school, Xiaofeng has excellent grades and is loved by teachers and classmates. He actively participates in various activities and shows extraordinary talent and leadership. However, as he grows older, Xiaofeng gradually feels the pressure from the outside world.
After entering high school, the academic burden became heavier and the competition became more intense. Xiaofeng began to feel overwhelmed. Although he continued to study hard, his grades were no longer as good as before. His self-confidence was severely hit, and he was filled with anxiety and uneasiness.
At the same time, Xiaofeng also felt heavy pressure from his family's expectations. His parents wanted him to be successful, and hoped that he could be admitted to a good university and have a bright future. Xiaofeng knew his parents' painstaking efforts, and he dared not slack off, but his inner fatigue was increasing day by day.
Under such pressure, Xiaofeng's personality gradually became introverted and withdrawn. He no longer actively participated in activities as before, and communicated less and less with his classmates. He closed himself in a small world and endured the pain in his heart alone.
As the college entrance examination drew closer, Xiaofeng's stress reached its peak. He studied until late at night every day, lacked sleep, and became weaker and weaker. However, no matter how hard he tried, his grades did not improve significantly.
Finally, the results of the college entrance examination were announced, and Xiaofeng's results were not ideal. He did not get into the university of his choice, and this result made him feel extremely lost and desperate. He felt that he had failed his parents' expectations and had lost his future direction.
That summer, Xiaofeng locked himself in his room and refused to eat or drink all day. His parents saw this and felt pain in their hearts. They tried to comfort Xiaofeng, but Xiaofeng would not listen. He fell into deep self-denial and felt that he was useless.
After entering university, Xiaofeng still couldn't get rid of the shadow of his failure in the college entrance examination. He had no interest in his major and couldn't adapt to the new environment. He began to skip classes and indulge in online games, trying to find a little comfort in the virtual world.
However, this escape did not make Xiaofeng happy, but made him feel more empty and painful. His grades got worse and worse, and his relationship with his classmates became more and more distant. He felt that he was out of tune with this world and no one could understand his heart.
On a quiet night, Xiaofeng came to the rooftop of the school alone. He looked at the starry sky, tears blurring his eyes. He thought of his past dreams and hopes, which have now become nothing. He felt that his life had no meaning and he could no longer bear the pain in his heart.
Just as he was about to take that last step, his cell phone suddenly rang. It was his mother calling, asking about his recent situation with concern and telling him to take good care of himself. Xiaofeng listened to his mother's voice and felt a little hesitant.
But in the end, despair triumphed over the concern for family affection. Xiaofeng hung up the phone and jumped off the rooftop.
When people found Xiaofeng, he had already left this world. His parents were heartbroken and could not accept this cruel fact. His classmates were also extremely shocked and regretful. They never thought that Xiaofeng would end up like this.
Xiaofeng's departure brought a huge impact to the town, and people began to reflect on the pressure of education, social competition and the neglect of mental health. However, it was too late, and Xiaofeng's young life had disappeared forever.
In another small town, there was a girl named Huimin. She was born in a wealthy family and had lived a life of ease and comfort since childhood. Huimin was beautiful and cheerful, and was a favorite in everyone's eyes.
However, deep in Huimin's heart, there is a secret that no one knows. Her father is a strict and demanding man who has extremely high expectations of her. No matter how well Huimin does, her father is always dissatisfied and always criticizes her.
In order to gain her father's approval, Huimin worked hard to study and participated in various interest classes. Her childhood had no time for playing, no happy memories, only endless study and training.
At school, Huimin is the envy of her classmates, but she feels extremely lonely. She has no real friends because she dares not open her heart to others for fear of being laughed at and rejected.
As she got older, Huimin's psychological pressure increased. She began to suffer from insomnia and anxiety, but she didn't dare to tell her parents, fearing that they would be more disappointed.
In an important exam, Huimin performed poorly because of excessive nervousness. When her father found out, he scolded her severely and put her under stricter supervision. Huimin felt like she was about to suffocate. She felt like a puppet, being manipulated by her father, without her own thoughts and freedom.
In the dead of night, Huimin secretly opened her father's drawer and took out a pistol. She came to her room, sat in front of the window, and looked at the moonlight outside, her heart filled with despair.
She thought of her past dreams and repressed desires. She felt that her life was hopeless and she could never get rid of her father's bondage.
Huimin raised the pistol and pointed it at her temple. When she pulled the trigger, a tear fell from her eyes.
The next day, when people found Huimin, she had stopped breathing. Her father regretted it so much that he finally realized his mistake, but it was too late.
Huimin's death plunged the family into great grief and shocked the entire town. People began to reflect on the way of family education and the attention paid to the mental health of children.
On the other side of the city, there is a young man named Zhang Yu. He is an ordinary office worker, living a nine-to-five life every day. Zhang Yu works hard and is kind, but his heart is full of pain.
Zhang Yu's wife left him in an accident a few years ago, leaving him alone to raise their young daughter. In order to give his daughter a good life, Zhang Yu worked desperately, but his meager income was still unable to maintain the family's expenses.
As his daughter grew up, she needed more and more money. Zhang Yu felt the pressure was getting bigger and bigger, so he started to borrow money and his life became more and more difficult.
At work, Zhang Yu also encountered many setbacks. His boss was very picky about him, and his colleagues were also sarcastic. Zhang Yu felt that he was alone in the world and no one was willing to help him.
On a cold winter day, Zhang Yu received a collection notice from the bank. Looking at the huge debt, he felt unprecedented despair. He felt that he had reached a dead end and could no longer face such a life.
Zhang Yu returned home and looked at his sleeping daughter, feeling full of guilt. He felt that he was a failed father who could not give his daughter a happy life.
In the middle of the night, Zhang Yu quietly left home. He came to a bridge, looked at the rushing river under the bridge, and made a decision in his heart.
He jumped off the bridge and ended his life.
When the daughter woke up and found her father was not around, she began to cry. But she didn't know that her father had left her forever.
These tragic stories are heartbreaking and make us realize that life is so fragile. We should cherish every moment and care for those around us, especially those who are suffering from pain and stress. At the same time, we should also pay attention to mental health and provide more support and help to people so that such tragedies will not happen again.
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