Chapter 611 The Great Letting Go
Chapter 611 The Great Letting Go
"Jack, stop for me." Mu Qing's high-pitched voice sounded from behind Jack.If this matter is not resolved, Mu Qing feels that her heart will not be at peace.Instead of letting the matter hang around here, it is better to solve it now.So Mu Qing stopped Jack directly, and she wanted to ask, what kind of right does Jack have in doing this, and what is his purpose!
Jack's feet seemed to have taken root on the ground, unable to move half a point.Heart tightly shrunk together, do not know how to choose?Saying yes, he really wanted to put this girl into his arms regardless of everything, and tell her. "Don't leave me, I don't want to lose you."
But in reality, he really couldn't do such a selfish act.Because I have experienced a heart-wrenching love, I know how to truly love someone better.
Mu Qing is so beautiful, he longs for her smile to stay in this world for a long time.Don't reveal your tangled choices because of him.
Mu Qing seems to be a person who does her own way, but she also has a heart that doesn't want to hurt anyone.He didn't want Mu Qing to suffer any grievances, and he didn't want her to sacrifice herself to make others better.
If Mu Qing really made such a choice one day, Jack would feel guilty instead.Compared with getting it, he hopes to see Mu Qing's smile, which can fill every corner of the world.Therefore, when Mu Qing didn't really make a choice, Jack hoped that he could take the initiative to let go.
Letting go does not mean that you don't love, but it is a manifestation of more love.
I don't want Mu Qing to feel any guilt in her heart, so when Jack said such heartless words, her heart felt like a tearing pain.Rather than saying these words, it is hurting Mu Qing.Rather, the person who really hurt the most is actually himself.
But no matter how painful it is, no matter how hard it is, he must endure it.This is his own choice, he must go on.
Jack slowly came back to his senses, looking at Mu Qing, who was furious, her heart was tightly clenched together, how much she wanted to hold her in her arms, and wipe away the tears that seemed to be soaking from the corners of her eyes.
But Jack finally held back, did not go forward, but showed a tired expression. "Qing'er, I'm really tired. I don't deny that I still have you in my heart. I also admit that I long for the two of us to be together in the end."
Jack talked about his true feelings, and his whole person was particularly depressed, although Mu Qing felt very guilty when she heard these words.But I like to know that the second half of Jack's sentence is his real attitude.
"However, you have also seen the situation in front of you. It is not that I will succeed if I want to work hard. We can leave Jon aside now, let alone his problem. It is you alone. I also see hesitation in your eyes. When it comes to entanglement. If you really treat Tianqiao’s confession as an older brother, I think, no matter how tiring the road ahead is, I will definitely stick to it to the end, because I also want to have the purest love.”
"But you have seen the situation in front of you, and I believe you have clearly realized that it's not that you don't love Jon, it's just that for various reasons, the love between the two of you hasn't really been revealed. In fact, even if You didn't really say these words to me today, and I know your heart, so thank you for being calm to me."
"Before you figured out who is your true love, you chose to break up with me. Although my heart hurts, I will not refuse, because I know that breaking up is actually your share of my love. Respect, I am willing to accept it, but it does not mean that I will continue this relationship according to your wishes."
Jack's words were very low, as if telling a simple story, but the mellow voice was full of impatience, as if she had experienced a vicissitudes of life, which made her whole heart grow old.
Such a Jack, even with a stalwart body, of course feels the fragility of her heart. Mu Qing really wants to speak up and express her apology. She really regrets it now. He feels that he is sorry for Jack. There was another man hidden in her heart, Mu Qing felt that she would cherish this man well.
But just because Jack is a person worth cherishing in this world, Mu Qing thinks that this should not deceive Jack, otherwise it is really not a fair thing to Jack.The three of them all have their own pride. What they want is not pity, self-blame and guilt. What they really want is love. If they don't want love, they would rather not have such a feeling.
So I am used to thinking that when he is not sure who the person he likes most in his heart is, he will not choose who to accept, but also, if one day, he has no way to make a final choice between the two, let her I would rather be alone all my life than choose any one of them.
"I know very well that you have your principles of doing things, but I also have my feelings. Maybe you can't see it, but I know very well that you not only have Jon in your heart, but also love him."
"For me, Qiang is indeed a powerful rival in love, but in terms of being strong, it still depends on his status in your heart. But I know that this person's status in your heart is not low, or should I say, When his status was always higher than mine, I had struggled and worked hard, but the more I struggled, the harder I worked, and when I looked back, I was stunned to find that everything I did was in vain."
"I believe that you can also see very clearly that the hard work during this period of time has actually not moved your heart at all. Instead, the distance between us has grown further and further. I really don't want This kind of coercion destroyed the original pure relationship between us, and at the same time, I also found that engaging in the man who can really bring you sunshine."
When Jack said these words, he had his own purpose, but when talking about Jon, Jack actually felt inferior in his heart.
If his rival in love wasn't so strong, if his rival in love hadn't had a relationship with Mu Qing you have had for nearly ten years, if Jon's EQ was lower, or Mu Qing's love for the strong team was less, Jack would think I will never give up on this love.Because as long as he finds out that what he can bring to Mu Qing is more powerful than others, then he will definitely stick to it.
But now, he really couldn't go on, because he found that compared with Jon, he had the least way to bring Mu Qing, what he brought was nature.
The kind of natural and pure life that allows Mu Qing to sway her enthusiasm to the fullest, maybe only Jon can really bring it to her.And what he can give Mu Qing is always just that little warmth.
"Don't look at me with guilt like this, and don't feel sorry for me. I never regret accepting your feelings at the beginning. I am also very grateful to you for letting me get out of the previous period, the pain of love, although we did not go together in the end. , but I will still thank you and let me know that I can still love again."
Speaking of this, Jack's voice was a little choked up, and he kept imagining the sweet life between him and Mu Qing during these days in his mind, and he was shocked to find that this girl had already eroded his life completely. Completely.
Although the two seem to be arguing all the time, but this kind of life makes him feel that it is always sweet.
"Now, I still have you in my heart, but I will no longer be like before, feeling that this relationship is lost, and I will be alone for the rest of my life. I have a suspicious personality, and I will not take the initiative to find you because I want to forget you. A love, that is not my will, let alone my true feelings in my heart."
"But I think, if God is really good to me, there must be a third girl who will come into my life. I don't know if I will still love her as deeply as I love you, but I think I I will not refuse in extreme ways, I will try, try to let myself out, try to see you happy, and I will also pursue the life I should have."
Speaking of this, Jack looked at Mu Qing affectionately again, and finally, he expressed his true desire. "So, if you don't want to hurt anyone, you must show me happiness. Only when you are truly happy can my heart be at peace and my life be able to unfold. Such a tangled life is the most fulfilling. ending."
This time, Jack expressed his true feelings more thoroughly. It seemed that there were expressions towards Mu Qing mixed in the words, but what Mu Qing could hear was only heartlessness.
"You have said so much, but you just want to express your generosity and let me accept Jon." Mu Qing's heart was actually moved. After hearing these words, Mu Qing felt that no woman would not disagree. Those who are moved, and because of guilt, will definitely accept Jack's arrangement.
But Mu Qing just felt very upset in her heart, and she was still a little guilty, but she was instantly angry.He always felt that there was something deep in Jack's choice.
Why does he think that she has deep feelings for Jon, so she must accept Jon?
"I... didn't intend to force you, I just really think that he is a person who can really give you happiness..." When he said this, Jack felt that his heart was about to be torn.Although it is said that he loves, he can let go, but when he personally sends the woman he loves to other men, how can his heart not hurt?
After hearing this, Mu Qing smiled coldly.There were too many disappointments in his eyes, and there was also pain in the disappointment, which made Jack nervous.The last thing he wants to see is liking this look. The reason why he said such unfeeling words is actually to hope that Mu Qing will not think too much in her heart, but it seems that he did something wrong?
Obviously, he wished her well, but he didn't know that what he had done had also hurt her.He wanted to stretch out his hand, gently hug her into his arms, comfort her, and tell her that his heart was really unwilling.
However, Mu Qing didn't give him this chance, or even if he did, he probably wouldn't have the courage to really take this step.
"If this is really what you wish, then I will fulfill your wish." The originally painful eyes cooled down instantly, and there was a determination in them, as if a big decision had been made. Such Mu Qing, even more so It made Jack feel guilty.
At the same time, he also found that he really didn't seem to understand habits very well, and another person suddenly came to his mind, and his eyes seemed to just see the back of that person.
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