Chapter 148
Chapter 148
"Kakashi...," Lingxi called him weakly.
"..." The throat seemed to be strangled by a hand, and no sound could be made.
His abnormality made Reihi uneasy, and she took another half step back and called him, "Kakashi... Teacher?
Kakashi's heart pounded, and then he smiled bitterly, "Ah, this title is still more suitable for me, sensei, I really only need to be a teacher."
His words directly made Lingxi stunned, and a puzzled look appeared in her beautiful eyes, as if she didn't hear clearly, Lingxi asked him, "What did you say?" The
hood on his cloak was blown off by the wind, and Kakashi was forced to expose himself to the dim light.
Outside the pavilion two arms away, the rain grew heavier, and the rain crackled to the ground, deafening.
"I mean, I thought about it again and again, and I felt that I couldn't go on like this, Lingxi, all of you before were treated as a dream, and when the dream woke up, I returned to reality, you are my student, I... It's your teacher. Lingxi
listened blankly, and the joy that rushed to it was annihilated little by little by the wind and rain outside and Kakashi's words.
Obviously before they separated, they still confessed to each other in the wasteland, she remembered what Kakashi said that day, it was only two months later, how could it suddenly be...
"What happened in these two months?" At the beginning, they didn't see each other for a year, and they could maintain the relationship between the two just by letters, but now they can't?
Kakashi swallowed bitterly, and his voice became more indifferent.
"I just suddenly understood something, and I felt that I had done something wrong to have feelings with you," he closed his eyes, and his next words were even more ruthless, "and if it is wrong, it should be corrected in time, right?"
A cluster of flames flickered in Lingxi's pupils and then extinguished, as if she had heard a funny joke.
"With my feelings... Is it wrong? At
this time, Lingxi was like a transparent porcelain doll, so clean and flawless that any lie told to her should be thunderous.
She stepped back again until her back touched the hard and cold statue of Jizo Bodhisattva.
Her eyebrows furrowed as she looked at Kakashi in disbelief.
Kakashi's eyes sharpened, and his expression became cold.
He did not look at the spirit rhino, and his gaze fell into the dark rainy night, where it was as black as a cloud of ink, and he could not see anything.
"Our relationship is not equal, I am a teacher, I used my vision, experience, experience, to intervene in you, affect you, and because of your special growth environment, you have an attachment to me."
Lingxi listened quietly to his quibbles.
"Such feelings are not equal, it is the mental control of the elderly to the young, it is..." No matter how high-sounding it is, no confidence is no confidence, and reluctance is reluctance.
"Reihi, I..." Kakashi suddenly couldn't say any more.
His future is like that dark night where no light can be seen, maybe in a few days, just a few days later, his life will be gone.
He didn't want to delay her, and instead of suffering from leaving her alone after he died, it was better to let her taste the pain of lost love.
Compared with the two, he just didn't want Lingxi to become the next red.
Guarding his feelings for a dead man and lonely for the second half of his life, he couldn't see Lingxi living such a life.
He would rather she hate him and like someone else with hatred for him, and even if it was, she would have someone to accompany her for the rest of her life.
What a person's life is like and how lonely it is, Kakashi has the most say.
It was precisely because he knew that this kind of life was very bitter that he did not want Lingxi to suffer this suffering.
Reihi silently listened to Kakashi's reason, it sounded very reasonable, but when she liked him, she was not a little girl who did not distinguish between black and white, she had her own judgment and established three views.
If this is not the liking of independent consciousness, then which one is?
This man was still showing how much he liked her not long ago, but after a short time, he could say such heartbreaking words.
This man has said the most beautiful love words to her, obviously it is still that person, why can he say such ruthless and hurtful words now?
"You..." Lingxi suddenly laughed out loud, and the droplets of water condensed by the rain dripped from her bangs and fell on the tip of her nose, and this sudden coldness made her shiver sharply.
Her body shook, and Kakashi subconsciously wanted to help her, but as soon as he made a move, Reihi raised his hand to stop it.
A smile spread across his lips, and he heard Reihi ask desperately, "Kakashi Kiki, can love also be used as a game?"
Her lips pursed, and the flame under her eyes was completely extinguished.
"How can you do this to me."
Lingxi didn't cry, just looked at him so desperately, how happy he was when he came, and how distressed he was now.
She didn't understand, didn't understand why her lover had changed in a short period of time, although people's hearts were uncontrollable, but she had known him for so long and knew what kind of person he was.
Kakashi has never been a desperate person, even if his reputation outside is not very good, but it has nothing to do with feelings.
Reihi felt extremely aggrieved, she stepped forward sharply and grabbed Kakashi's arm through her cloak, and her face with a large slap stubbornly looked at the man who forced her to be ruthless.
"Obviously when you like it, you need the consent of two people, why don't you like it, you only need to agree to it?"
Faced with such a question, Kakashi was speechless.
The mouth under the mask is tightly pursed, and the teeth bite the inner wall of the mouth on the inside, and if the force is not controlled well, you will see blood.
Lingxi beat his chest again and again, his eyes were wet but he restrained from shedding tears, but the crying in his voice was really uncontrollable, and the people who listened felt like heart-wrenching.
"Give me back my heart, it's in you, you give it back to me, and I won't like you anymore."
"
Kakashi, give it back to me, I will die without that heart that is not properly kept, right?" She asked him blankly.
Kakashi looked into Reihi's eyes and said self-deceptive nonsense.
He said: "It's not going to die, all you need is time, just long enough that you can forget about me and like someone else, this... It's easy. "
That's really ruthless.
"In the future, I won't come again, Tsunade-sama has given me a lot of work, maybe in a few days, I will meet a tricky opponent..." The voice was getting quieter, this was not something that should be said to Reihi.
Does it work?
What is the purpose of a person working so hard to perform a task, he must have a plan, right?
Lingxi's mind suddenly flashed the words of Jiraiya that day-"If Tsunade knows, it must be another storm, you know, she values you very much." "
The man who is valued by the fifth generation Hokage must have a promising future, right?
And himself, what use is it to him?
Don't care that a false name is just a lie after all?
The hand holding Kakashi's arm suddenly loosened, and Reihi looked at Kakashi's face in contradiction.
Whether this face shows only one eye or the whole face, no matter how you look at it, you have to say that it is really beautiful.
Such a gentle smile will appear on this face, and people can't help but look at it again and again.
Kakashi was as warm and dazzling to her as the midday sun.
How is it possible to easily forget the temperature of the sun?
But love, the most unreasonable, if you don't like it, you don't like it, and you won't like it when you put a knife on his neck.
What should I do in the future?
"Kakashi, what if I can't get my heart back?"
"
Kakashi, what if I can't forget you?"
"You
teach me."
Kakashi closed his eyes in silence, no matter how much he said that he was a teacher, he would not be able to teach Reihi this.
Because, even if it was him, he wouldn't.
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