Demon Lord 3

Chapter 1861 Signal of Growth

Zhou Chuyuan has been a little absent-minded recently. I asked him what was wrong, and he told me that he felt he had changed a lot from before. In the past, when he had something to do, he would go to his parents and thought of himself as a child. But now he feels like an adult, which I find very strange. After all, I have this feeling myself. So I asked him when it started, but he didn't know either. He said he wanted to talk to everyone about it. I also mentioned this at dinner time. After listening, everyone nodded and said they had the same experience. It might be when their parents didn't care about them, or when they took on a certain responsibility alone, even if it was when they cooked a meal or did something alone and were praised. Maybe they had grown up from that time, but when they started to become an adult, none of us could say for sure. Later, I thought about it carefully. It is true that I became an adult, maybe starting with drinking. In fact, this is not particularly accurate, but I always think that this thing made me completely changed. I used to love drinking beverages, but later it seemed that alcohol paralyzed my nerves, and the cells that drink beverages were completely suppressed. When did you start smoking and drinking? Maybe it was because you were under too much pressure. You used cigarettes and alcohol to relieve your fatigue and numb your nerves. In this way, you don’t have to think about those bad things. The road ahead will be very smooth. You don’t have to worry about the trivialities of life. Get a good night’s sleep. The next time you go on a mission, you will be more vivid. You don’t have to think about the past. Then forgetting everything is the best choice. However, drawing a sword to cut off the water will make it flow faster, and drinking a glass to dispel worries will make you worry more. These things cannot be completely cut off. Even if you forget them, you will still think of them at some point in time. But short-term forgetting is also a solution. When I think about it later, I may use alcohol to numb it, or I may have figured it out. Everyone says something different. Some grew up and became an adult because of one thing, some were directly thrown out by their parents and slowly understood, some never relied on their parents since childhood, and have been like little adults since childhood, without any special growth. For me, perhaps in addition to this, it is some views on certain things. When I was young, I still liked to follow the trend, especially buying some school supplies, because during the time I was in school, I also had a lot of "bad habits", the so-called bad habits, in fact, are It's about comparison. I think comparison is a very bad thing. For me, my family is not poor. Even if we buy the whole store, it is not a problem. But my parents taught me not to do this since I was a child. I didn't understand it before. When I saw other classmates bought a timetable, I asked for it. The stationery store at the door sold it very expensively at that time. Several timetables cost 7 or 8 yuan. I clamored for it and almost threw a tantrum. My parents thought it was useless and wanted to take me away, but I just refused to go. Later, when I was in junior high school, I hadn't used up the timetable yet, and finally gave it to the classmates who went to school later. In fact, this This kind of thing happened more than once or twice. There are a lot of unused pens thrown away at home. It’s not that they are out of ink, but that they are simply not used. Now they are still piling up at home. I don’t use them. I just have a simple and clean notebook with a pen. Sometimes I write a diary, sometimes I write an article, and there is nothing I want to do. The notebooks I threw away are all those fancy ones. They looked beautiful before and I thought about what they would be used for. But after buying them home, I found that they became a pile of garbage and a burden. I wanted to throw them away many times, but if I really threw them away, would it be worthy of the money my parents earned? Even if the family is not short of this little money, would it be disheartening for my parents to see it? Everyone has been busy with their own things these days, and I was bored here, so I went to a store. When I came out, I saw that a snack street had been opened at the door, which proved that our society is still developing very well. There was a lottery there, and there were different kinds of prizes. One of them was a children's drink. I didn't understand what the drink was when I first sat there. I asked the waiter and nodded. The waiter asked me to draw a lottery, and I picked one at random. The waiter said I won and asked me to go and claim the prize. I saw the drink and didn't even choose it.