Chapter 636 Gu Jingming’s Kindness
Chapter 636 Gu Jingming’s Kindness
Gu Jingming was like a madman, and spoke out his true feelings: "Don't think you know me well. I am not as good as you think.
I am not a good person, I am just a bad person. Don’t say anything nonsense. I can’t become the good person you think I am! I am just a bad person! "
Everything was fine just now, what happened to Gu Jingming?
Gong Mingxue really didn't understand his behavior.
"Gu Jingming, what happened to you? I just said that I think you should be a good person. There is no need for you to get so excited!"
Gu Jingming was still very angry: "You said I was a good person, but I am not a good person.
Don't say so much nonsense. I'm not a good person, and I can't become the good person you want me to be. I am who I am. No matter how much you say, it's useless. I can't become a good person!"
Gong Mingxue didn't know what Gu Jingming meant, but she knew,
It is meaningless for two people to discuss what is between them.
"Okay, okay, I won't say you are a good person. I don't understand why you are so angry. Don't you want to be a good person?"
"You're right, I don't want to, hurry up and eat, I have something else to do, I'll leave first!"
Gu Jingming didn't wait for Gong Mingxue to say anything and just strode away.
Gong Mingxue was also speechless. She didn't know what to say. She only knew that Gu Jingming was really inexplicable.
She no longer thought about anything and just drank her porridge.
Gu Jingming walked out of the ward. He walked in a very long corridor. His pace gradually became slower from the initial fast pace.
He was in a very low mood.
He thought of what Gong Mingxue had just said to him. Gong Mingxue said to him,
He was originally a good person, but Gu Jingming didn't think so. He always felt that he was a bad person.
He was a very selfish bastard from the beginning. From the moment he started to implement his plan, everything became unbearable.
When he was young, he harmed his younger brother and almost killed him.
Even though he had such thoughts, he never felt the slightest bit of guilt towards his brother.
He just felt very refreshed. Sometimes, he would feel a little guilty, but only a little bit.
After the guilt was gone, he no longer felt it. He had always had a deep hatred for Gu Jingchen since he was a child.
Gu Jingchen was better than him in every way. He had been very jealous of him since he was a child. She hated him and despised him very much.
Everything he did to him was motivated by hatred. Gu Jingming hated his brother very much.
Why does he always receive praise from so many people no matter what he does? Why do so many people like him but not himself?
Why do his parents dote on him so much? His younger brother can easily get anything he likes, but he has to think carefully before getting it!
He had been treated unfairly since he was a child. His younger brother was regarded as a gifted child and was very smart.
In the eyes of others, I am a hopeless case, a fool, and a boy with low IQ.
It was like this when he was young, and it is still the same when he grows up. No matter how hard he works, no matter how much he achieves,
His parents never praised him, but only said lightly,
Your brother is so much better than you, and you are still the older brother, how can you let him defeat you? You should work harder to catch up with him! Don't be complacent, there is still a huge gap between the two of you!
These words filled Gu Jingming's mind. He had asked many people why he had received so much unfair treatment recently, and why many people liked his brother and hated her.
Gu Jingming really couldn't understand it, he really couldn't understand it, even though he had grown up now.
Why does the woman he likes like his younger brother? He has been treated unfairly.
Why can't anything he wants belong to him!!!
Gu Jingming was really unwilling to accept what Gong Mingxue said to him today.
They say he is a good man, that he is kind by nature.
At that moment, Gu Jingming's heart was deeply touched. At this moment, he had a fleeting thought of turning over a new leaf and becoming a good person.
No longer competing with my brother for anything, I can let go of everything and pursue my own happiness.
At that moment he really thought so, at that moment a thought did appear in his mind,
But after the thought passed, he thought about it carefully and decided that he still had to return to the past. His nature was not kind, but a bad person. Otherwise, he would not have been against his brother from the beginning.
He had done a lot of bad things when he was a child. Even if he has changed now, so what? There is no way to make up for it.
It is impossible for him to make up for it now. He needs to complete the plan in his mind, which has been in his mind for more than ten years.
He must succeed, and must prove to everyone that he is not a coward, not a fool, and not a moron with low IQ.
She also wants to prove to everyone that she is the strongest person, that she is stronger than her brother, and that she is not stupid!
The reason why Gu Jingming was so angry at that moment was because when Gong Mingxue told him that he was kind by nature, his heart was touched.
So he hated himself, hated his ten years of hard work, which was going to be ruined just because of that little thought.
So he was helpless and furious. He was angry. He wanted to be a good person, but he couldn't be a good person. He had done so many wrong things in the past.
It is impossible to turn back now. He just wants to complete his plan. Even if there are bad consequences in the future, he will not regret it.
He just wants to prove himself and doesn't want anything else. He can give up his own happiness and everything he wants because that's the obsession in his heart. He is not a fool, nor is he an idiot!
He just has an obsession in his heart. He just wants to prove to everyone that he is not a scoundrel.
He just wanted to get encouragement from everyone, instead of feeling helpless every time he succeeded.
Gu Jingming sometimes really hated himself. He really had no choice.
A tear fell from his eyes. He hadn't shed tears in many years.
This time he still shed tears stubbornly. Maybe it touched his heart, or maybe he knew that he had to be kind at this moment, but so what!
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