Chapter 184 The Beautiful Doctor's Love and Career (36 words)
Chapter 184 The Beautiful Doctor's Love and Career (36 words)
"I once longed to become a soldier like my father, to defend my country on the battlefield. That was my most fervent childhood dream."
But my father's experience showed me the ugliness and darkness behind it all.
In that narrow hospital corridor, I stood guard over my mother's gradually cooling body, my heart filled with despair and helplessness.
At that moment, I felt a deep loathing for my former dreams.
In that world, there is such betrayal and danger; I fear experiencing such loss again.
His voice was hoarse and bitter: "But doctors can pull people out of the brink of life and death, and bring hope to families on the verge of breaking apart."
I don't want to see anyone else like me, helplessly watching their loved ones pass away.
Therefore, I resolutely abandoned my former dream and embarked on the path of medicine.
I hope to use my medical skills to heal the wounds in my heart and to protect those lives that can still be saved.
Jun Sui listened quietly, his gaze never leaving Yun Suisi's face, his eyes filled with tenderness and understanding.
Looking at Yun Suisi's trembling body and eyes filled with pain, Jun Sui felt as if her heart was being torn apart.
He couldn't help but hug Yun Suisi even tighter, as if he wanted to shield him from all the sadness and pain with his embrace.
Her chin rested gently on Yun Suisi's head, as if she were guarding the most precious treasure in the world.
After Yun Suisi finished speaking, Jun Sui gently raised his hand and used his thumb to very gently wipe away the tear stains remaining at the corner of Yun Suisi's eyes.
The movements were so gentle, as if afraid of hurting him; the voice was low and gentle, carrying a hint of undisguised heartache.
"Ah Si, the pain you have experienced is something that ordinary people would find difficult to bear."
But your courage and perseverance in finding your own direction even in that dark abyss make me admire you even more.
Jun Sui paused slightly, then gripped Yun Suisi's hand tighter, as if trying to transfer his strength to him.
"I will always be by your side, helping you face the pain of the past and accompanying you every step of the way into the future."
Whether it's past shadows or unknown challenges, we'll face them together.
Your dream has now become the strength that allows you to redeem yourself and others. I will fully support you so that you will no longer be alone on this path of medicine.
I want to be your safe haven, to shelter you from the storm. I'd do anything to see you no longer shrouded in pain.
As Yun Sui listened to Jun Sui's affectionate words, her eyes welled up with tears again.
He buried his head deep in Jun Sui's arms, his hands clutching Jun Sui's clothes tightly, as if it were his only support in this surging tide of emotions.
After a long while, he finally raised his head, his eyes filled with gratitude and emotion.
Yun Suisi paused slightly, a hint of melancholy flashing in his eyes, and slowly said:
"They've all left, leaving me all alone."
In that endless darkness and despair, I thought I would succumb to it all.
However, my father's best friend, the teammate who risked his life to save him, and his wife—my mother's dearest friend—were like lighthouses in the darkness, extending warm hands to me.
They adopted me together, treated me as their own child, and raised me with great care.
From then on, I called him "Master" and her "Master's Wife."
Yun Suisi's gaze became somewhat distant, as if he were lost in memories:
“My master and his wife have given me meticulous care.”
My master taught me the principles of life, while my master's wife took great care of me in my daily life.
When I cried bitterly in the middle of the night because I missed my parents, my teacher's wife would gently hold me in her arms and hum a little tune to comfort me;
The master would silently accompany her, his eyes full of tenderness.
When I feel lost about the future, my master patiently analyzes the pros and cons for me and guides me in the right direction;
My teacher's wife would prepare my favorite snacks to encourage me to move forward bravely.
It was they who gave me the strength to stand up again, and it was they who led me down the path of medicine, hoping to continue the unfinished protection my parents left behind in another way.
Jun Sui gazed intently at Yun Suisi, his eyes filled with deep affection and pity.
He gently raised his hand and tucked a strand of hair that had fallen across Yun Suisi's cheek behind her ear, his fingertips softly gliding across Yun Suisi's face.
When Yun Suisi recounted the love and care his master and mistress showed, Jun Sui nodded slightly, a faint smile on his lips, as if he could see those warm scenes through Yun Suisi's description.
Jun Sui was filled with relief that Yun Suisi had been able to have this precious family affection after suffering.
Yun Suisi paused slightly, his eyes filled with gratitude and a hint of melancholy, and slowly said:
“My master and mistress have always hoped that I could completely get out of the shadows of the past.”
Although they didn't say much, I could read their worry in their concerned eyes.
I knew I couldn't let those who cared about me suffer like this any longer, so I decided to return to the military base.
Yun Suisi's gaze hardened.
“Under the careful guidance of my master since childhood, I have not only accumulated solid knowledge and rich practical experience in medicine, but also can identify herbs in the deep mountains and handle emergency patients in the clinic. These are all things that are easy for me to do.
They also received systematic and rigorous training in military affairs.
From basic military physical training to the operation and familiarization with various weapons and equipment, and then to the learning and application of tactics and strategies, I have given it my all and have never slacked off in the slightest.
These experiences have honed me in every way, giving me the ability and confidence to return here and be worthy of being a member of the team.
I hope that through my own efforts at the base, I can put my master and mistress at ease and prove to them that I am no longer the child who was defeated by pain and lost all hope.
I want to protect others while regaining the courage and strength to live, so that those who care about me will no longer worry about me.
Jun Sui's eyes were slightly red, as if a thousand words were surging within them. He gazed deeply at Yun Suisi, his eyes filled with sincerity and affection.
His lips trembled slightly, and his voice trembled as well, carrying a deep-seated seriousness as he slowly spoke:
"Ah Si, at a time like this, any flowery words may seem pale and powerless, and any sweet words may be seen as hypocrisy."
But I don't want to remain silent. I want you to know that while words have limitations, my heart is boundless.
Time is the fairest witness.
It will faithfully record my every action and bear witness to every promise I've made to you.
Jun Sui paused slightly, as if trying to suppress the surging emotions within him. After taking a deep breath, he continued:
"I still can't help but want to confide in you. I will always stand behind you and be your unwavering support."
In the darkest of times, when you feel tired and lost, when you are overshadowed by the past or troubled by the uncertainty of the future.
If you simply turn your head slightly, you will surely see my determined figure.
I will use all my strength to create a peaceful sky for you, so that you will no longer be battered by wind and rain, nor be swallowed by loneliness.
Whatever awaits us ahead, I am willing to walk hand in hand with you, never leaving your side, until the end of time.
Yun Suisi slightly raised his head, his gaze seemingly calm as he looked directly at Jun Sui.
His tone was as gentle as if he were discussing the weather, but the chilling undercurrent beneath was like a raging torrent surging beneath the ice: "What if you betray me?!"
Jun Sui's lips were about to open and close, and he had just uttered the word "I..." when his voice stopped abruptly.
Yun Suisi tilted his head slightly, his expression remaining calm and composed.
But in that instant, his eyes changed drastically, as if two cold flames were quietly igniting in his eyes.
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