After I was killed by domestic violence, I violently raped my whole family

Chapter 578 Extra - Zuo Shang Dang

"Oh, why is it everywhere again? Didn't I clean it up for you just now?"

A sturdy woman held up a dirty handkerchief and patted the food off Zuo Shangdang's body. The handkerchief slapped his body, which was a bit painful, but he was used to it.

He said slowly and quietly, "Please help me... call my Zu Ying... I don't want his money, I just want to see him."

The woman ignored it and kept saying this to Zuo Shangdang every day after he was sent here. But after calling him several times, they ignored him. However, the monthly fee of 280 yuan was sent on time, so everyone served him wholeheartedly.

Zuo Shangdang suffered a sudden cerebral infarction three years ago. He has difficulty in moving but his mind is clear.

Over the years, he has never given up looking for Hou Li and the children. Brother Qian arranged for him to look after the construction site in Longxiang Mansion. He has a stable income and more time to inquire about things. The older he gets, the more he misses the time when his wife and children were around.

He already knew he was wrong, and that this was his own fault.

He originally wanted to save some money and then go out to find Hou Li and her son, but by chance, he heard a brother of Qian Erge let slip that Qian Erge was in contact with Zu Ying.

The huge surprise almost knocked Zuo Shangdang unconscious. He begged Brother Qian to tell him the news about Zu Ying and even knelt down to him.

Brother Qian refused to give it, but at his request, he was willing to help ask Zu Ying.

He was like a prisoner waiting to be sentenced, anxiously waiting at the door for Brother Qian to call.

Zu Ying on the other end of the phone refused very decisively. He did not recognize this father and asked Zuo Shangdang not to disturb the peaceful life of mother and son.

Zuo Shangdang was very sad. He didn't ask for much. He just wanted to see the mother and son and know how they were doing. He didn't expect them to forgive him, but he didn't expect that Zu Yingwen would refuse without even asking Hou Li.

Zuo Shangdang did not give up. He wondered if it was because he had nothing and was too old, and Zu Ying was afraid that he would be a burden to him, so he didn't want to contact him.

It doesn't matter. He will prove that he doesn't want anything from them. He is extremely frugal, eating porridge with pickles for every meal. In addition to working, he also picks up waste to sell. He saves all his money. Other fathers will marry their children off, buy houses and find jobs, and he will do the same.

As the years passed, and he watched the money in his passbook increase little by little, he slowly began to look forward to seeing Hou Li again. He would make amends to her. Everything was his fault. He felt sorry for her and the child. He knew he was wrong.

But at this time he received a call from the Public Security Bureau in the south. The person on the other end of the phone was Lu Yazhi. She was going to be shot. She was crying very sadly on the phone and asked him to come and see her off.

Zuo Shangdang didn't say whether to go or not, and hung up the phone.

He really loved Lu Yazhi, the second daughter of the wealthy family, the little girl who pulled him and called him brother Shangdang when they were little.

He protected her from all the wind and rain all her life, but she abandoned him and left. Even at this time, Zuo Shangdang hated her so much that he sat cross-legged on the bed all night. It was wrong, all wrong.

He loves Lu Yazhi, but he shouldn't have involved Hou Li. Hou Li was innocent from beginning to end.

If he had not gone to find Hou Li and married Lu Yazhi under pressure, perhaps they would have lived a hard life for more than ten years, but Lu Yazhi would not have to follow him around without any status, Jin An would not have gone astray, and Hou Li would have married a man who truly loved and cared about her.

Everything was going wrong, but it was too late.

Late that night, he collapsed at home. The next day, no one opened the construction site gate, so the manager came to check and sent him to the hospital, saving his life.

He thought that he had already received retribution, and Zu Ying should show up at this time. Second Brother Qian did contact Zu Ying, but he still refused to meet him and only asked Second Brother Qian to throw Zuo Shangdang into a nursing home.

Zuo Shangdang took out his passbook, which had more than 2,000 yuan in it. It was what he had saved over the years. He pleaded with Brother Qian, "Tell Zu Ying that I have money. I don't need him to pay. I just want to see him. Please ask him to come and see me."

Second Brother Qian made a phone call and came back to tell him that Zu Ying still didn't want to see him.

He was sent to a nursing home because he had to use a wheelchair and couldn't take care of himself. His expenses were higher, and he spent some of it on his medical treatment. After living in the nursing home for two years, he had run out of money in his savings book.

He was afraid that he would die, but his family member Zu Ying paid his fees and the money was deposited into his account on time every month, so he had hope again. Zu Ying's willingness to pay him showed that she had begun to forgive him.

He tried to ask someone at the nursing home to help him make the call, but Zu Ying still refused to come to see him.

Zu Ying only helped him pay the money for his pension, mattress, and the cost of his medicine when he was not feeling well. He sent all the money the nursing home asked him for. But no matter how much Zuo Shangdang begged, he just refused to come and see him.

Another year passed, and he felt that he was getting worse and worse, often having difficulty breathing. He asked the nursing home to call Zu Ying again to tell him that he might not be able to make it anymore and that his last wish was to see him.

On the other end of the phone, Zuo Zuying said that his mother was going to remarry and was busy.

Zuo Shangdang cried so sadly that he asked the nursing home to call the next day, wanting to say a word to Zuo Zuying in person. The people in the nursing home felt sorry for him and knew that Zuo Zuying didn't want to see Zuo Shangdang, so they handed the phone to Zuo Shangdang without saying hello to Zuo Zuying.

Zuo Shangdang held the microphone and pleaded carefully, "Zu Ying, I have done many wrong things, but I never intended to hurt you. I just took the wrong path..."

Before he finished speaking, the person on the other end hung up.

Zuo Shangdang began to refuse to eat or drink, but he was still unwilling to give up. He cried every day and died with his eyes open. He told the people in the nursing home, "Let Zu Yingying collect my body and tell him I'm dead."

He really wanted to see his son and say sorry to him. The people at the nursing home felt sorry for Zuo Shangdang and called him. The person on the other end of the line just said softly, "Dead? Got it. Please help send him to the crematorium. I'll send you the money."

The people at the nursing home said that relatives’ signatures were needed, and some other procedures also required the presence of relatives.

Three days passed, and Zu Ying still hadn't come. Five days passed, and he still hadn't come. Six days, seven days...

The staff at the nursing home were all shocked. Normally, an elderly person would only be on his deathbed within two or three days if he or she stops eating and drinking.

But Zuo Shangdang was still alive on the eighth day, though he was as thin as a bag of bones. On the ninth day, Zuo Zuying finally arrived.

When Zuo Zuying saw Zuo Shangdang, his cheeks were sunken and he was so thin that only bones were left. He looked like a skeleton, curled up on a small bed.

The moment he saw Zuo Zuying, Zuo Shangdang's eyes lit up and tears flowed out. He opened his mouth and tried his best but could only make mosquito-like sounds.

"Zu... Ying, you, you are here, I am... sorry..."

Zuo Zuying's eyes darkened, he walked up to him and said softly, "I know you want to see me, but I don't want to see you. Everything that happens now is the result of your own actions. Everything you are experiencing now is your retribution in this life."

"Don't keep saying that you haven't hurt us. The existence of Lu Yazhi and Lu Jinan is the greatest harm to us. You have used my mother all your life, and you have seized the Hou family's ancestral property to support them. You have fed their hearts. When we were in City A, Lu Jinan tried to kill me several times. I don't believe you didn't notice it at all.

If I hadn't risked my life, none of us four would have survived. Winners take all. You stood on their side, so you should accept the result now!"

Zuo Shangdang looked at Zuo Zuying tremblingly, his vision blurred by tears. Although he had no strength left, Zuo Zuying's words struck his heart extremely clearly. He wanted to say no, no, but he could no longer speak.

Zuo Zuying did not pity him, "You only regret it after you ended up like this. If Lu Yazhi and Lu Jinan had not lost, how could you still remember that you had a son named Zuo Zuying.

You were not filial as a son, and you left it to my mother. You were not responsible as a father, and you left it to my mother. You were not loyal as a husband, and you hurt my mother. If there is an afterlife, remember to be a good person. "

Zuo Shangdang's pupils dilated and his eyes widened without closing.

Okay, I will definitely be a good person in my next life, be a filial son, be a responsible father, and be a loyal husband.